Tag Archives: death

Footsteps and Shadows

Leave me to follow In the shadow of your footsteps    I’m losing who I amAnd becoming a shadow myself What am I supposed to do?I’m losing what I thought I knew. It makes me feel void and null.To see me … Continue reading

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Lying to Myself about SI

 I’ve once again come back here for comfort, to rid myself of tension, to share my thoughts/feelings, to process, and to just write. As always, any post on self-injury can be triggering, so read on with caution.I’ve been thinking about self-injury. … Continue reading

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I have been sick for about five days now and am starting to really think about how useless I am. I was just thinking about how I didn’t finish last semester (Spring 2009) of college and how I withdrew from … Continue reading

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Time

WARNING: The following may be triggering (SI and ED). It is so weird how my memory tricks me sometimes. I thought it had been *maybe* three months since I last cut, but I just checked and it had actually been … Continue reading

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Pretty sweet piercings…

From Mel’s site… I’m actually feeling…well, not really feeling anything. I think it’s the medications. One of my best friend’s best friends died a couple of days ago. I wish I could feel more empathy. And I need to stop … Continue reading

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This is exactly how I feel… One of my friend’s best friends just died. I feel so freaking selfish because all I can think about it my own depression. It has me wrapped up so tight I don’t know how … Continue reading

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