Monthly Archives: December 2015

I’m sitting here feeling huge, and it disgusts me. I’ve been making an effort to eat a more healthy amount of food each day in an attempt to avoid getting overly hungry and then bingeing. I stepped on the scale today … Continue reading →

My back hurts so badly right now, and it’s my fault. Yesterday I binged and purged. I ate some foods that are difficult to get up, so it took more effort and more time than usual (about an hour and … Continue reading →

The state of being melancholy can be beautiful. Sometimes I enjoy feeling depressed. Sometimes I find sadness to be comforting. Sometimes accepting and appreciating that state is easier, less stressful, and feels more real than fighting it. The song “Thirty … Continue reading →