Tag Archives: kiss

Things That Help Me Live

Posted on April 26, 2011 by MyClandestineLife

Poetry – writing and reading reciprocal (my friend and I write back and forth)Blood – taste and sight, cuttingPain – experiencing the aftereffectsMusic – for every moodGod – my strength and salvationLearning – experience, wisdom, knowledgeWalking – in a forest … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged blood, cutting, kiss, life, rain | 1 Comment

Cutting as a Substitute

Posted on February 4, 2010 by MyClandestineLife

I realized something this week: I have been using cutting as a substitute for interpersonal physical contact. Most people my age have had at least one significant other whereas I have not. I will be 20 in a few months … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged biting, cutting, guys, intimacy, kiss, morals, selfinjury | 6 Comments

I’ve been kissed.

Posted on December 31, 2009 by MyClandestineLife

Today I was kissed on the cheek by one of my guy friends. Let’s call him A. This may not seem like a big deal to some people, but I have never never ever* been kissed by any guy outside … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged 6th appendage, 6thA, child, cuddling, friends, gay, girls, guys, homosexuality, kiss, marriage, sensory processing disord, sexual orientation, straight | 9 Comments

Sleep, College, and Boys

Posted on August 9, 2009 by MyClandestineLife

I want to go to sleep but my body’s not letting me. Or more so, my mind’s not letting me. Its racing thoughts are keeping me awake and alert. I am somewhat physically fatigued, but mentally I feel as if … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged advice, anxiety, calories, college, dating, eating disorder, food, guys, intake, kiss, parents, relationships, romantic relationship, sleep, weight | 35 Comments

2 guys + 1 girl = stress

Posted on March 13, 2009 by MyClandestineLife

Now I’m in a bit of a…quandary, shall we say. I have now kissed two different guys (on the cheek) this week. And now they’re out hiking together. Oh boy. Or shall I say “boys”? Allow me to explain my … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged college, friends, kiss, life, love, relationships, trouble | 7 Comments

Internal debates.

Posted on March 11, 2009 by MyClandestineLife

Background information: 1 2 3 4 5 Sunday Night As we were sitting on my dorm room floor, Jacob and I were talking and we got onto the topic of internal debates. We both admitted to having one that we … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged college, courage, friends, kiss, life, love, relationships | 11 Comments

Muwahahahahahahaha.

Posted on March 1, 2009 by MyClandestineLife

I held Jacob’s hand. Twice. While we were riding in the car to go bowling and then back from a restaurant. 🙂 It makes me happy. He didn’t withdraw his hand. The first time I was really stressed out about … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged college, friends, kiss, life, love, rape, relationships, tears | 11 Comments

Comment.

Posted on January 9, 2009 by MyClandestineLife

This was a comment I posted in response to a comment in response to a comment in response to x_anabell_x’s weblog entry: That is so amazing. I personally know one couple that had their first real kiss on their wedding … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged depression, kiss, life, medication, Pain, selfinjury | 7 Comments

Sorry if that last post freaked anyone out.

Posted on November 26, 2008 by MyClandestineLife

If you haven’t already, please read my previous post thoroughly! Okay, sorry about that. Here is some information for clarity’s sake:– I am a virgin– I have never been kissed (my lips have not touched anyone else’s)– I am straight, … Continue reading →