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Tag Archives: weight
Still Relapsing
I’ve been purging for almost eleven weeks now. In about two weeks I’ll fit the DSM criteria for bulimia. (average binge/purge >1x/wk for 3 months). This is taking up too much of my time, and I’m tired. I’ve lost 5 … Continue reading
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Tagged binge, bulimia, college, cutting, purge, relapse, selfinjury, weight
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My weight is at an all-time-low for my adult height: 116.8 lbs at 5’6″ with a BMI of 18.87. Metric: 53.03 kg, 167.64 cm. My high weight was 144.2 lbs (65.47 kg) in 2010 with a BMI of 23.30. … Continue reading
Disgusting Weight Gain
I am loathing myself; I gained weight. I don’t know how much, but my waist is 27.5 inches (69.9 cm). That’s up a whole inch (2.54 cm) from just a couple months ago. I disgust myself. I can actually see … Continue reading
Months gone by…
…and I’m on here again. Eating has been going well, but lately I’ve been…almost…wanting to get back into restricting. I feel too big, even though my friends keep telling me I’m skinny. They’re envious of me, yet I want to … Continue reading
Official Weigh-in Day – Week 2
Hopefully within the next couple of days I’ll be able to post “before and after” pictures of myself; I just have to lose .8 more pounds first! Here are my stats from last week and this week: Date Weight Loss … Continue reading
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Tagged average, BHR, eating, goal, intake, measurements, statistics, weigh in, weight, weight loss, WHR
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Tips for Self-Control Around Food
Here are some things that I have found helpful in helping me control myself around food, avoid binges, and ultimately eat less: Start taking a fiber supplement (such as Metamucil or Benefiber) three times daily. Drink it 20 minutes … Continue reading
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Tagged control, eating, food, health, portion, serving sizes, tips, water, weight
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Sleep, College, and Boys
I want to go to sleep but my body’s not letting me. Or more so, my mind’s not letting me. Its racing thoughts are keeping me awake and alert. I am somewhat physically fatigued, but mentally I feel as if … Continue reading
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Tagged advice, anxiety, calories, college, dating, eating disorder, food, guys, intake, kiss, parents, relationships, romantic relationship, sleep, weight
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Why am I starving?
The more I continue to restrict, the stronger I get. The more I eat, the weaker I become. This is turning into a serious problem. I knew the first time I purged that bulimia would plague me for a long … Continue reading
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Tagged ADD, Adderall, anorexia, attention, binge, bulimia, confidence, control, eating, eating disorder, intake, ketosis, perfection, purge, selfinjury, weight
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